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Thursday, December 27, 2007

YAYYYY!!!!!
went to buy my skates yesterday wif xann and kevin at bukit timah plaza....
woots.
i lurrve my skates...
so much quieter than aaron's old blades.
plus they dun cut me.
aw heck, its gonna leave a scar.
last few days of holidays, ppl. enjoy it while u can.
cos its on to the Os nxt yr.
HELP.
IM NOT READY!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
had to get that out.
lols.

gotten really emo
when i gotten home.
black sinking into the center of my soul.
it's because of a someone;
someone i adore.
someone couldn't know,couldn't tell

emo's not wad i really do.
but thanks to someone,
i felt more black than blue.
first time ever,
i thought i needed to cry.
but however,
i've sent some rules i like to go by:

"never weep
never cry
never go out of your way
'cos of a guy,
for he doesn't know
how much you love him so
why should you be the sacrifice?"

talked to a friend,
made me feel better.
next morning,
it came back altogether.

Take this away!
Take this away!
i want something more than now,
but i may lose this now forever.
i guess i'm quite happy the way things are.
i'm afraid of making the same mistakes;
Afraid i'll destroy something that's so great.

I guess i'll take this blackness into the fire with me.
And wait till it burns away...

(DAMN. i think that kid frm my tuition passed me his flu. been sneezing i was typing.)

miyako___*