prom came and went so fast... i thot can haf fun after it but safra was closed.. then on the taxi back home is like waves of regret and sadness kept washing over me like a stupid nasty black tide... because i knew i missed my chance and i'll never have it again.. i just had to ask. but so many times when i was going to, he walked away. then i thot nvm later. then when i had the chance n he wasn walkin away, i thot nvm later. i kept procrastinating.... and in the end, i had no more chances. the last chance i had was taken away due to safra being closed. damn it. when will this sea of regret dry up?????? it feels reli terrible. and i hope he dun get the wrong idea. the whole "dear" thing is jus a stupid joke. and it jus came about like a month ago. i wish i could lose my memory manz...... then wun be so sian.
i hope u knw im not as okay as i seem. i regret. im sorry. i hope u're nt angry with me. urgh....
miyako___*
Sunday, November 16, 2008
its sunday..... lol im at sylvia's house now. we were watching ai qing mo fa shi on you tube jus now. lol now its getting reli dark n i shld go home. jus found out today from mervin some prom details.
24 nov at swissotel merchant court dinner starts arnd 6 pm there will be cocktail
yup. now i got my dress alrd. its apple green! i nid shoes. maybe silver. and i went to get new specs n contacts yesterday. turns out my right eye the degree shot up from 225 to 300. STUPID o lvels! and now the right eye has 50degree of astigmatism. awesome. i shall never study so hard again. spoil my eyesight. looks like i use my right eye more or sth. =.= cos my left eye is still 225 degrees.. ooo 7 pm alrd. i better go home for dinner. altho i dun tink i can eat. i ate quite a lot of chocs n twisties here. =x hope i dun fall sick heh. buhbye.
miyako___*
Friday, November 14, 2008
YAY o levels are over... hooooooooooooooo......! yea now im at my aunts place watching her help suxann do her makeup and hair... it looks pretty good.. all smoky eyes.. lol i stilll haf tons of stuff to buy! shoes n nail polish.. clutch i borrowing... dress bought alrd frm daniel yam.... im so relieved o lvls are over.. yet its hard to believe. am i truly free?? yesterday had fun watchin madagascar.. too bad some ppl had to miss it becos someone insisted on a morning swim n didn bother to charge the handphone.. played para for the first time this year.. rusty!!! and blew my money on pizza hut.. thanks to two budding promoters cy n zj. bloody hell. oh well... it was fun anyw... but ran into ten thousand ppl ytd.. like the whole of nh is out shopping.. including my cell ppl hu i forgot were going far east too.. giving me the very "you better show up more often" look. i jus gave a weak smile. 8D hurhur.
miyako___*
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Ngee Ann Polytechnic international business year one
