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Monday, June 22, 2009

at mac now... supoosed to study econs.
i'll get on it in a minute.
sighs.. hope is a dangerous thing...
especially when deep down you knw that it is impossible.
and wat u reli want has already been given to someone else.
you see it with your own eyes and hear it first hand.
its enough to make the rest of your day suck.
im not the shiniest star nor the nicest blossom so of course i knw i'll never get wat i want.
i was on my way out of this trap that i crawled out of a year ago.. but i let a sliver of hope pull me right back in.
now i really want to get out fast.
and yet i mayb wanna stay in the hole.

and this song seems to express these feelings well
self-inflicted by katy perry

Remember when I dove into the crowd
And I got a bloody knee under my skin
A mark from wiping out
It brings back the memories

Every bone's been broken
But my heart is still wide open

I can't stop, don't care if I lose
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted

I'm going down in flames for you
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted to

With each scar there's a map
That tells a story, what a souvenir of
Young love's like jumping out an airplane
Riding a tidal wave on an ocean of emotion
My heart rips me wide open

I can't stop, don't care if I lose
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted

I'm going down in flames for you
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted to

And I cover up these scars
We'll make it, we'll make it but we break it
And I can't stop seeing stars
Let's hope not die whenever you're around
Around

I can't stop, don't care if I lose
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted

I'm going down in flames for you
Oh, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted to, oh

No, I can't stop
Oh, I can't stop
No, I can't stop

And I'm going out in flames
Oh, I'm going down in flames
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
Baby, you are the weapon I choose

and now a song i like:

thinking of you- katy perry

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night?
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center

How do I get better?
Once I've had the best
You said there's tons of fish
In the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth, oh
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night?
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night?
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

and now photos!!

these are like a week before common test i think. before i permed:

monkey!!

muakz best fren! <3>

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

miyako___*

Monday, June 15, 2009

jus came back from a movie with suxann and kingsley.
we watched drag me to hell!!
it was disturbing at times, but hilarious during some.
plus the ppl in the cinema were funny.
when we all anticipated sth gonna happen, u can hear the murmurs swoop through the room.
then there's one part the boyfriend asked her " who did this to you?"
then these bunch of ppl behind us said" the banglas."
spoil atmosphere can?
me and suxann were giggling like maniacs..
anyw, another part where the whole cinema laughed was when she said "here kitty kitty"
-.-
it seemed wrong somehow.
and the graphics were very artificial at times.
but the last part was the most real and freaky.
and sad, cos the guy was gonna propose to her n evrything, and they thought everything was fine n dandy. (though frm the start i could guess that the envelope she took was the one with the coin.) she gets dragged to hell right before his eyes; her skin disintigrating to nothing..
ugh.
i bet im gonna be traumatised for 3days.

miyako___*

Monday, June 01, 2009

no bcomm!
instead im at our space.
i think im skipping jap tonight to go mug and work on itb.
right now im having an msn conv wif kingsley.
haha damn funny.

Kingsley says:
when is our picture coming out !!
❤ ・V・・・・・・・・・ｽ・ｵ・ﾍJAE・ﾌ・ﾆ・・・ﾅ・ｷ;D cherry blossom obsession! //・・ﾆ12??// says:
HAHA i was gonna ask you
but andrea not sending us the photos...
=(
thats the saddest part
Kingsley says:
heh ..
yea i know . probably they burn the picture .. gets fed up of see-ing my face
❤ ・V・・・・・・・・・ｽ・ｵ・ﾍJAE・ﾌ・ﾆ・・・ﾅ・ｷ;D cherry blossom obsession! //・・ﾆ12??// says:
LOL
mayb they realised they shldn encourage young couples so they burn our couple pic -.-
Kingsley says:
LOL
yea thats probably it ..
and also .. they don't wanna encourage guys flirting with 2 girls .. so they burn the group pic .
too*
❤ ・V・・・・・・・・・ｽ・ｵ・ﾍJAE・ﾌ・ﾆ・・・ﾅ・ｷ;D cherry blossom obsession! //・・ﾆ12??// says:
HAHAHAHAHA!
they dun encourage SCANDALS
and GAYISM
Kingsley says:
hahaha .

seriously they havent come out.....
but i think the couple one will probably come out nxt yr on valentines' day =]
im gonna bug andrea soon...
totally cant wait for the hols.
but no one is bothering to go book the bloody chalet!
not even uncle liong who is having holidays NOW.
wtf.........
if it fails whose fault is it then.
oh wait.
now kingsley is telling me i wont be able to book a chalet on the 16th D:

Kingsley says:
nah i doubt .
you got chalet on 16 ?
❤ ・V・・・・・・・・・ｽ・ｵ・ﾍJAE・ﾌ・ﾆ・・・ﾅ・ｷ;D cherry blossom obsession! //・・ﾆ12??// says:
um trying to plan one
why u doubt??
haha
normally if u like some1 no matter what the person give u will love it
Kingsley says:
well .. i think you wont be able to book one
❤ ・V・・・・・・・・・ｽ・ｵ・ﾍJAE・ﾌ・ﾆ・・・ﾅ・ｷ;D cherry blossom obsession! //・・ﾆ12??// says:
y????
Kingsley says:
because the chalet is for ppl who came from oversea .. because of swine
❤ ・V・・・・・・・・・ｽ・ｵ・ﾍJAE・ﾌ・ﾆ・・・ﾅ・ｷ;D cherry blossom obsession! //・・ﾆ12??// says:
uhh
nono
not all
Kingsley says:
i'd try to book one
❤ ・V・・・・・・・・・ｽ・ｵ・ﾍJAE・ﾌ・ﾆ・・・ﾅ・ｷ;D cherry blossom obsession! //・・ﾆ12??// says:
the one at east coast isnt
Kingsley says:
they don't allow
err no
XD
❤ ・V・・・・・・・・・ｽ・ｵ・ﾍJAE・ﾌ・ﾆ・・・ﾅ・ｷ;D cherry blossom obsession! //・・ﾆ12??// says:
?
no wad?
Kingsley says:
the one i tried to book its at down town
maybe east coast can ba ..
hah
❤ ・V・・・・・・・・・ｽ・ｵ・ﾍJAE・ﾌ・ﾆ・・・ﾅ・ｷ;D cherry blossom obsession! //・・ﾆ12??// says:
orh

hmm i hope it will be a success... or at least have an outing?
uncle liong wants a tan! xDDD

miyako___*