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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

yay im finally online.
gonna type in a few poems i wrote in the past three weeks...

written on 11/1/08

unbridled:
love, tongue
said some things i shouldn't
could've betrayed my feelings.

i don't know...
but when the words came out,
all of your expressions
were unexplainable.
It made me feel that i have gone too far.

It's like you knew i wasn't really joking.
Part of it was from my heart.
That you knew i felt hurt.
It made me feel that i have gone too far.

I'm sorry I'm sorry
but what i said to you
wasn't meant for you.
some was for him too.
your expression and response,
it made me feel that i have gone too far.

Can't you tell? Can't you tell?
No you musn't. Yes you must.
both of you don't know.
my unbridled love has hurt me so.

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Smoking

i've started smoking
since a little while ago
the first puff got me choking
strange and queer

second puff and i was hooked
And it hurt me more than i knew
it would

smoking makes me happy,
it satisfies my crave.
Smoking aslo hurts me,
my heart's in a desolate cave.

The one thing i love,
is the same thing i hate.
My predicament fits me like a glove
I think i fully deserve.

Blame myself for my immaturity.
why did i take the first puff?
now i can't seem to stop.
I'm addicted to you.

**note:PLEEZ do not see this poem in the literal sense. becos ps:i hate smokers

yea nowadays a bit emo.
wad to do.
but im ok la. onli occasionally think of...that.
and then woots the emo shadow hits me.
bye for now.
im still smoking........

miyako___*

Friday, January 11, 2008

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and
I'm needing
Everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't
Even see
Anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love,
He's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes,
So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

'Cause He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see

miyako___*