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Monday, June 22, 2009

at mac now... supoosed to study econs.
i'll get on it in a minute.
sighs.. hope is a dangerous thing...
especially when deep down you knw that it is impossible.
and wat u reli want has already been given to someone else.
you see it with your own eyes and hear it first hand.
its enough to make the rest of your day suck.
im not the shiniest star nor the nicest blossom so of course i knw i'll never get wat i want.
i was on my way out of this trap that i crawled out of a year ago.. but i let a sliver of hope pull me right back in.
now i really want to get out fast.
and yet i mayb wanna stay in the hole.

and this song seems to express these feelings well
self-inflicted by katy perry

Remember when I dove into the crowd
And I got a bloody knee under my skin
A mark from wiping out
It brings back the memories

Every bone's been broken
But my heart is still wide open

I can't stop, don't care if I lose
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted

I'm going down in flames for you
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted to

With each scar there's a map
That tells a story, what a souvenir of
Young love's like jumping out an airplane
Riding a tidal wave on an ocean of emotion
My heart rips me wide open

I can't stop, don't care if I lose
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted

I'm going down in flames for you
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted to

And I cover up these scars
We'll make it, we'll make it but we break it
And I can't stop seeing stars
Let's hope not die whenever you're around
Around

I can't stop, don't care if I lose
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted

I'm going down in flames for you
Oh, you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted
One more thing I'm addicted to, oh

No, I can't stop
Oh, I can't stop
No, I can't stop

And I'm going out in flames
Oh, I'm going down in flames
Baby, you are the weapon I choose
Baby, you are the weapon I choose

and now a song i like:

thinking of you- katy perry

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night?
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center

How do I get better?
Once I've had the best
You said there's tons of fish
In the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth, oh
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night?
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night?
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

and now photos!!

these are like a week before common test i think. before i permed:

monkey!!

muakz best fren! <3>

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

miyako___*